Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Slightly Detailed~

I have been like this since 9 o'clock - struggling to keep myself awake by buying a large coffee, chewing on sugarless gum, drinking lots of water and buying a banana. It's only 11:30 in the morning. I have one more class at 1 pm and I don't know what happens next. I have so much to do for tomorrow, I don't know what I should do to get done with all of them. Or, what other measures I should take to get me through the day without dozing off and waking up to find out it's already Thursday. Tomorrow's going to be so hectic, even next week. The weeks after that should a breeze before we all go face to face with our finals. But I don't want to think about that yet. It's not going to do me any good. It will keep me anxious and... I don't know, just anxious in a very annoying way - even for me.

Here it goes again - laziness. I can tell I am getting lazy when I stop doing anything, constantly checking my phone and my iPad hoping for something to distract me and delay me from doing what I should. I have to read Blown Away by Martin Amis and the lecture notes for it before going to class. I tried reading it last night but there was just no getting through to me. I had such a terrible headache all I wanted to do was crawl in my snuggie and go to sleep. Which reminds of me the dream I had last night involving a note that said "Leave them to see oranges.." Strange. I ddn't know what that meant, but I was a little creeped out when I was listening to the radio this morning and the radio jocks were talking about oranges and how some group of people were giving them away for free.. Could I be some kind of psychic?

Checked my phone again-

11:44. I promise to stop writing and start reading at 12. An hour should be enough.

Checked my phone again-

[ the unlikely writing style as a result of a lecture on good prose being concrete. My creative writing class is always so interesting. ]

This entry is so monotonous. Blank.

Eep.




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